so finally we got internet at home, finally I can give an update.. which would be true if it wasnt 40 degrees in the shade and completly dry air with no wind whatsoever and the lakes cold water is to tempting to resist after a 9 hours day at work. but my life has changed, tons, since the last real update. there is alot of things to say about many aspects in my life, people came, people left, I got hurt, I was happy, I learned about myself but also learned tons about other people.. people I thought would never suprise me did, in good and in bad ways, but in the end I figured out the fact as it was.. Maybe I changed a little to much, the simple things from yesterday - seem so much bigger today, but my present day today was a realtiy I thought I would never have.. I'm so happy, i'm on cloud nine all the time..
some pics from our wedding day...


the bride before it all started.. homesick and emotional.


my forever..


this is us.. nothing more, nothing less.. its true joy.


I dont have all of them, but we have like 1500 pics from out photographer and all of them doesnt arent this bad.. my face is reacting to the suuuun that was killing me in my dress for sureeee!


I do.


magic moment.


you may now kiss your wife.


Mr and mrs carter


the whole wedding party, bridesmades, groomsmen, maidofhonor, best man and flower girls.. and yeah bride and groom.


maid of honor my best friend amanda and stochs best friend and best man, chris. speeeeach!!


feeding his wife heavy chocolate cake, i was in heaven!

love, em.