Since Sunday I have been sleeping all together 20 hours, which is less then 5 hours a night - I'm not tired at nights, I just lay there. with tired eyes but my body is exstatic for some stupid reason, samething in the mornings, my eyes, my head and my everyhthing is so tired - but my body  says hey ho lets go sleeepy head! My alarm goes off at 6 at the latest, but here I am, waking up after 3-4 hours of sleep at 5, ready to run 5 miles, make some money and get my self a man - life is hectic at the moment and it seems like my body has no problem at all with that!
Maybe it's because I'm working out everyday again, after like a months break from the gym maybe my body is in shock?
ANYHOW, it's saturday tomorrow and even if I'm fully awake, there will be no walking out of bed until 9 am at least!

Saturday also involves tons of attention for Prince, he is being neglected a lot during the weeks now, poor baby prince, but tomorrow I'm walking down to the beach with him. to play with him, for atlest 3 hours!

It will be a good weekend, no emotional drama, no emotional garbage - I'm free from it all, and I have never felt more libirated and happy, sometimes things do work out for the best because even if I were somewhat happy, I was also worried and in thinking mood most of the times, now I don''t need to do that - imagen then how many hours each day I now got back? time to be selfish, time to focus on me - for once, because that was a very long time since I did that.

love, em.