I just woke up, Prince wants to go out, the weather is freezing and I have a million of things to do today!
First I have a meeting with John, after that I have a meeting with my trainer at the new gym - damn, I don't like this whole changing when it comes to the gym, cause I freaking loved my old one - but 30 minutes in a car to get to the gym is just way toooo far. Thats one of the main thing the people with tight asses tells you when you need to get in shape - go the gym closes to you, which I now did and this gym might be 5 minutes away, tops! This gym is way older then my old one, but way bigger - which I thought was impossible! This gym has it all and great people who works there. My old gym was my second home and everytime I came in people said hello, used my first namen, chatted for a minute or two. Now I feel like a total loooner, but I guess that might change - since I tend to spend many hours at the gym..
Late tonight have another meeting, one that I don't feel like going to at all - there are alot of weird things going on now - things I shouldn't be writing about here - but I am because people allready knows how I feel and I won't go into details... I'm just freaking sick of drama!!!!!!!!!! And there are things going on right now, I'm staying away from it, but you can only do so much when the closest people around tend to get involved, I keep my mouth shut at all times, not because I don't care, absolutly not.. or no, that's a lie, cause I don't care, not really - I care about them, yes! But this drama, and this strange situations that keeps on happening, attitutes towards each other - it's stupid, I'm sorry, but it is and I'm sick of it.
There is a whole world out there, would it be soooo bad - to maybe stop focusing so much on yourself and actually get out of the bubble and stop being so easly frustrated over things that doesn't really matter.
This is all that I'm saying, for all the rest - I'm staying away, I choose my battles and this one, is not worth my energy.

No what about getting ready to hit the road.. need to be in auburn in 50 minutes..

love, em.