EM

I don't doubt.

I don't say never.
I don't think that the future have more in store that it might seem like in a present moment.

I don't believe that focusing on your problems make them go away.
I believe that focusing on the good things in life make your problems seem less important.

I believe that we can not control everything or that we should even try.
I believe that we sometimes need to let go, and let faith lead us forward.
I believe that you can not control who you love, and you never shall.

I don't believe that you can ignore your feelings, because if you can, they aren't real.

I don't believe that one factor in your life should ruin other factors in your life.

I don't believe that it's impossible to keep things separated.

I don't believe that drama solves anything.

I believe that listening and understanding is a major skill to practise for greatness.

I don't believe that at relationship is two people becoming one.
I believe that a relationship is two people becoming one, but still keeping their own voice.  
I believe that our present time is valuable, that's what it's called present.

I don't believe that our pass should bring us down.
I don't believe that our future should push us to insanity - before we even get there.

I believe that problems in our future will become problems in the present when there is time.

I don't believe that problems are there of themselves, problems are what we make them to be.

I believe that life is just as difficult and as hard as we make it ourselves.

I believe in many things and I also don't believe in other things.

This makes a small part of my values, one small part of me being me, a small part to understand who I am and why I act and think the way I do. It's my way and reinsurance that I deal with things in a way where I can tell myself, yes, I did this the way I believe it should be done. I also believe that this is my list and not yours, what is your list like? What makes you, you?

Days like this, when the world around me showed itself from its ugliest face, it's difficult to remember, it's hard to stay sane to myself, it's difficult to believe that today isn't all I get and that sunlight always seems to come after rain, yeah, well maybe not in Washington. But I try and I try harder today then ever before - because right now, all I can think of is, what is the universe trying to tell me?
But I also need to remember that life isn't a destination, it's a journey and I haven't reached my destination yet, this isn't what life is all about, I just need to be patient and take care of my life the way I would guide others to do it - I'm not lost, I'm drained, and tomorrow will be better, I know that.
I just wish it would be easier, I wish people would stop saying, you can do this, you're strong! But why do I need to be strong all the time? How many of these things do I need to survive? My life isn't a bad story, it's a good one, this is just another bad chapter - but if you read a book with now lows or highs, why would you continue reading? This days makes the other days so much better - always look on the bright side of life...

Love, em.