7 a.m
Kategori: Let's do it.
Yesterday I picked up my puppy, Prince - there are nor real low-points, only the fact that I have to wake up 7 a.m to take him for his morningwalk in a very cold climate, I mean, If I lived in florida, I'm sure I wouldn't mind that much, I'm after all a morning person.. but it's sold cold that my bones hurts in my body, writing this I can hear Nana react, "Em, I can not understand why you are so cold all the time, where are you from again?" yeah yeah, she got a point, I shouldn't be cold all the time, because I should be use to a much colder climate, but I'm simply not made for cold weather - I'm cold all the time and my mission every year when the sun gets smaller and our part of the globe gets colder is to keep my feet warm and so far, I'm a big failor - the story of my life so far.
Next week I hope to turn my Karma around, if I get A on all my finals, I will end up with a GPA on 4.0 from green river - I struggle with this feeling inside that I know people just wanna punsh me in my face for, but I'm so close and I'v been working so hard and even if 3.9 or 3.8 both are very very good grades - it would feel like a failor, because I have had in my mind, I have been working my ass off - to get the 4.0 and if I would fail this year because of the fact that my focus isn't the best right now, I don't think I could ever forgive myself or the person who makes my onfocused, well that person is a person I don't think I can forgive period.
So now I need to turn my karma around, so that I in the win! There is a whole lot going on now, life is pretty exciting! I'm moving this weekend, most of my stuff - and moving in for good next friday and on saturday I'm having a housewarming party/ lucia party - need to teach these americans some swedish tradiotion.
I'm inlove, I'm crazy inlove - with my new dogie.
Maria said yesterday "Em, your life seems to be so perfect, I wish I were you sometimes, new apartment, new dog and a brand new car" yeah well come inside and you i'll see that my life isn't that perfect, but I guess it's easier to appriciate all those things that you do have when life kicked you around a bit. So I guess my life is pretty great, I can't blame karma for everything, I need to change my focus and view my life from the positive angle, because if other people can see what's good with your life but you simply can't, you're in big trouble my friend.
starbucks now, then shower and getting ready for last day with logic class before finals next week - then working on my oceanography project which's due tomorrow! Exciting day, not! then home and pack, must not forget!
Love, em.
