On june 3rd my daughter was born, Lillie Elenor.
She is the biggest joy in my life and I have never known just how much you can love until I held her on my chest, 2 minutes after she came to the world. My life has completely changed since this day, in any way you could possible imagine and though all changes might not be for the best (lack of sleep is one of them) the larger picture make all those changes worth everything, everytime I kiss her beautiful little face I forget about the few hours of sleep I recived  the past night, or the fight with her father over who changed her diaper last (silly huh).. but one thing is for sure, everything changes, all the relationships in your life changes as well.
Some relationships get stronger and some of them weaker, and some relationships you thought for sure would grow the strongest is now hanging on by a thread.
All in all, to sum it up.. everything has  changed and finding myself in this new roll is not easy, but holding her makes it all worth it.
What I will loose in the process of motherhood is nothing worth compared to the love and bond I have with my daughter.
She is my family.
No matter what happens with everything else in my life, she is the one I put infront of myself and Ill always do whats best for her, always. My heart breaks knowing that there are sorrows I wont be able to protect her from, I just hope I do a good enough job raising her, to help her get through those times ahead.

love.